Holidays!

Hey!!!!! I went with my mom and my girls to my brother robert's house for christmas party and dinner and we had good time and enjoy to have play with my neices that cutie was kaden and skylar to get know each other and i was trying to teach them to sign language but they were so shy!!! i love that to play and misses my families alot because no car ya know what i have and I had good time with all of them and misses my daughters alot because they are old enough and they can handle for now because my mom raised them since they were lived there in muskegon but I am glad that girls made it to through with my mom to grow up that i realized that girls needs nana to be safe for them to stay there and better life because girls wants live with Nana that i understand how they feeling and i have to accept that and I wish to be raise my own daughters but I am afraid that to lose them because my ex whatever person might be take them and no way that be safe with my mom til graduate for them to better life.....I am glad that they accepted that to stay there and i can visit them and finally I did look around at my mom's apartment WOW its beautiful that cutie rooms! I loved that ! My mom told me that robert did made it alot for my mom that I am proud of my bro! also I can see that alot of woods there instead no plains wall anywhere! I had good time for Merry Christmas!!!
Happy Holidays!

I was A mom...someone sent me that Poem here...

Before I was a Mom
I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
never thought about immunizations.
Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.
I slept all night.
Before I was a Mom
I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mom
I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.
Before I was a Mom -
I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.
I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.
didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.
Before I was a Mom -
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much, before I was a Mom.
Send this to someone who you think is a pretty Mom.
I just did!"

hopefully understand how I feel.....

I always want to join with my hearing family but no communication to talk and i hate to write the paper that waste paper to talk and i know my families wishes me to hear from them or voice and they will happy to hearing my new voice when i have speech threapy and practice to hear from phone and i wanted to communication to my daughters but i have to sign language because if they dont understand me so i can sign when i do same time to use my voice and will help me follow up with my sign language and voice my mom know that i always do that and I really want to talk with my families also they will happy to hear from me like own my voice like new person to talking to my family walkers and wheelers that I dont want to be lonely like left me out not talk anyone because i am deaf but i did not meaning that to be negative thinking because that my feeling that way because when i talk to people and they always look other person to talk like i did not finish because i cant talking my own voice that they dont understand me what i saying like rusty speech that I want to coclhear implant and get to be new person to be me ......please let me know is it good idea and i dont care what is my age to be old and i still have time to get that and i hope you understand how i feeling and i am really READY for Coclhear Implant! thank you and Wish you warm for Merry Christmas! i will Keep You Posted!

Good News!

I am sorry to not show up for jenny's concert last monday because Kent and I had to go with my best friend Sam and Melissa to go Grand Rapids , Michigan hospital because Sam had surgery for cochlear implant to become hearing person and I had to see because I want to know how he feeling after surgery done and I am so sure that I want to be getting coclhear implant to be hearing person that reasons I want to see myself to see so I won't be afraid to feeling to get surgery that i am so sure that i am going to be having coclhear implant that now i am not afraid anymore because my mom want me to be coclhear implant when i was 12 years old that i was so scared to see that something show from picture to how through that i was so young to be scared and i was realized to be handle it to get pain after surgery now i am so understanding clear to through what sam did ........ya dont understand then asking my mom about it and she will tell you ! And i will keep post for me to get coclhear implant for appointment and approve for this and i will let ya know how through this okay and keep posted !

Make Wishes

""""I am picking 12 women (who have touched my life) and whom I think would want to participate. I hope I chose the right twelve. Please send this back to me (You'll see why). In case anyone is not aware, Saint Theresa is known as the Saint of the Little Ways. Meaning she believed in doing the little things in life well and with great love. She is also the patron Saint of flower growers and florists. She is represented by roses.May everyone who receives this message be blessed. Theresa's Prayer cannot be deleted. REMEMBER to make a wish before you read the prayer. That's all you have to do. There is nothing attached. Just send this to twelve people and let me know what happens on the fourth day. Sorry you have to forward the message, but try not to break this, please. Prayer is one of the best free gifts we receive. Did you make a wish yet? If you don't make a wish, it won't come true.This is your last chance to make a wish.St. Theresa's Prayer:May today there be peace within. May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be. May you not forget the infinitepossibilities that are born of faith. May you use those gifts that youhave received, and pass on the love that has been given to you. May you be content knowing you are a child of God. Let this presence settle into your bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love. It is there for each and every one of us.Now, send this to 12 people within the next 5 minutes. And remember to send this back. I count as 1...you'll see why.""""

you will love it to watch!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7gSZfW4gVhI

I found more wolves!!!

Oh wow it is there more wolves..I love to looking more wolves in images from www.google.com.......

Awwww! Howling it is?

How Cutie???

I love that to find roses with wolves!!

Hey Everyone!!!

Hey Everyone! Sorry I have not been in posting since so far We got computer now its good deal for computer its costs us $45.00 dollars for everything execpt need new hard drive that all we can and We have been pretty good and I like that picture of that because I love to watch move that Space jam (basketball) that cutie!! We are still living in our apartment since so far finally we feel stable our home because we have not moving anywhere yet because I am on section 8 like housing under government and I bet that I would not moving anymore because time to go to stay because of i am tired of moving and losing my things no more for me that time for me to go stay now Also I love that our landlord because he is very friendly and very understanding also help us alot ......I already took new tiles for our restroom landlord let us remodeling anytime that how he is very nice!!!!I feel like its really our home now!......kent and I had good time with my best friend melissa's family for our thanksgiving dinner and we have good time also we had to watch rent movies was Santa Clause 3, live free and hard die , and El Ecantial something that all movies are really good but My favorite move actor Tim Allen in Santa Clause 3 is really cutie and awesome!!! but my best friend melissa and I have been cooking alot of foods last night before we had ready for dinner tonite also alot of dishes to wash but luckily , melissa had dishwasher to easier to put it to wash it in machine heheh!

Anyways, on novemeber 28th, I have appointment for surgery for my tooth because I had to go muskegon family care dental that for emergency for pull my tooth but i won't let dentist man pulled all the way because i can feel in root its really pain butt!! they tried to put it numb but i am really feel very senstive when its tried to pull it out but its still half way in my tooth so i have appointment for health pavillion oral surgery to put me sleep to pull it out of it and i hope so to not feel anything! I hate to feel any pain!! smile.....I will keep posted how was it and I was thinking about Xmas because I don't have any Xmas tree :-( because I love to watch that flash color lights ya know what i mean... but its might be much for presents alot ya know only i can give for my daughters something that i can its hard for me because i feel embrassed that i was thinking about alot of people can affordable for buy for all of families and I don't ....I did not mean that to talk negative that how i feel......I was thinking because I noticed that to try lawaway but I can't because I just found it out mejier or wal*mart are stopped to have lawaway :-( I wish to be have be hearing but I am sure that I am planning to have become hearing from surgery its called (CI) my mom know what is called ya can asking my mom about it and I am planning because i have appointment on january to talking about to appointment for surgery to processing .......I am so excited because I missed to talk hearing people for our families since last time I used to talk with our hearing family when i was young and I feel like to betray to my families ebut i know its not true but no one in my families to talk to me been long time but I am okay with me because i know families are so busysmile I am glad that I reading on blogspot.com to know there how's doing and I hope ya reading what I says and if you don't understand then leaving the comments I would repeat to ya what is means I always love all our families !!!! \,,

Please send me E-mail for your address for I am planning to send Xmas cards my E-mail is indiankellogg7774@yahoo.com......

We always loves you girls and mom!!!! Also my Best sister is Leilani I do always love you too my biggest sister from your baby sister! I hope you get well better with baby I pray for through for your trimster pregnancy love you lei-lei!

I will keep posting you if ya ask me anything if you don't understand or misunderstand okay love you alll of families!

Ohhh Also If ya want to send me Xmas cards to us here our address is

Mr & Mrs. Kent Kellogg

2 West Main St

Apt 3

Hart, Michigan 49420

Happy Thanksgiving!!!!!!!

What's going on for Labor Day???

I was thinking about Labor Day for what's up ?? I just want to know ya there doing to have good time before Kids are going back to School and Parents are needing breaktime!!!! There's Parents can dancing in the house anywhere somehow Kids are in the school and There will have FUN!
My Best Friends And I might have good time sometime My best friend have a new job to be working at hospital in shelby to do janitor and she will have good money for work full time because She finally have break time for kids because their kids are finally have full day for school now! YAYA! and She have a happy family for each other!
I can't beleiving that our anniversary and grandparents wheeler's anniversary too on October 9th...... and I was thinking about Belated bridal shower for our families and Have any ideas??? Because I need support for me belated bridal shower because I dont want to have miss it also honeymoon is laterrrrrrrrrrrrr! also i was thinking about ladies nights for bridal shower something to have good time so i want to have good memories and I always wanted to be with my sister but i can't because she was first married i was only 12 years old and so now I am older and I Want to have experince this for bridal shower and we can have good memories and i can put it in scrapbook to give our daughters when they are get older and i want to have them to have it this good memories so they can learn too before they do smile.......
Any IDEAS ???? for My Bridal Shower?!?!?!?!?
Please stay posted this and let me know! love ya alll familes and My girls too Love you too much !

I Am Backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hiiiiiiii!!!!!! I am back!!!!I have not using computer because we don't have computer right now .......I almost forgot about blogspot.com so my jenny remind me that when they have new website in there and I am so excited to check their girls website and I really love that picture of my mommy!!!that cutie! heheh....I can't beleive that my nephew Selem Dan already graduated ...I am proud of him! and My sister too if ya know about this that I am so happy about her ......( not kind i am not rumor) let my sister to tell everyone what she have news winks!

My jenny is going to be 6 grade this fall already ! and Sarah will be 5 grade ya know about girls and I am glad that mom is happy to have new boobs but I have not see her yet! when she feels get well better and she would let me know smile I bet My sister take care of her very well Smile.......I loved that sarah's website in blogspot.com that look wolves wow My favorite but jenny;s website Is wow really sounds like growing woman to have love someone!Also I am proud of girls that they have been honor rolls since so far and jenny would work so hard in 6 grade this year i pray! good luck to jennifer walker!

Good News!My husband kent and I are living a apartment right and we are under section 8 for affordable rent and We don't pay rent is Zero!!!! just We can pay our bills that all we can and our section 8 is on my rent for one year is no paid for rent YAYAYAY !

One thing is no one hiring us for jobs and hard for us because no car or other ....ya know here is small town and walking and we did applied and no luck!but our best is keeping bother them to hiring us but we have to think positive!

my birthday was very well i guess....i got cards from my girls and mom also my best sister too .... i am reallllllllly so happy that i got sewing machine from my mom i was very screamed!!!!!!!! I really want one that finally I am own that sewing machine i got early birthday last Selem Dan's graduation party! I am still learning to do that and keep me busy and I was thinking about to have making towels or patches and also quilt or blankets but not yet decide!!!! because christmas are coming !!! have any ideas for christmas things i can making ??? I want to keep me busy !!!!! let me know!!! i would to thank you !

Also broken records that weather is wow soooo hot and grass are very dry so kent and I are trying something to do water and its hard to becomes greeeeeeeen! GRRRR its too fast to be dry wow........

Hmmmmmmm????? what Else to say .........Well soon to be our anniversary coming up on our grandparents wheeler's anniversary is good memories to remind my mom easier to remember and my jenny birthday is coming up too and I keep thinking what she needs! and Sarah keep asking me about her birthday that CUTIE!!!! lol.......

......................I Will Keep Post More Later................................

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Weirdness From Aunt Deb!!

1#) I remember when i was 7 years old that I asked my brother Robert Does I have two hearts in my body ? He was laughed Because I was feeling my hand on my neck and chest I was wondered ........

2#) I forgot to get off my hearing aid when I was slept with that keep ( BEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPP) keep my mom and dad wake up so My mom came to wake me up to get off my hearing aid (that time We were in florida)....

3#) I didn't remember I did it ! when I saw My favorite sister lei-lei's earring ripped ....I asked her What happened? She said YOU DID IT ! I said How? She told me when I was sleep to play her earring on it then I pulled it out and She Was SCREAMED OWWWWW! .......I was surprised that I was not remember about this Opps!

4#) I was talking myself when I was sign language to talk to Mirror when I think I was 9 between 11 years old when my dad saw me and I caught him back from mirror I was sooooooooooooooo Embrassed! and my dad said What you talking about? I keep say nothing! But I was so guilty that I won't tell him what i was talking about because I feel like idiot I wish he would knew sign language better but its hard ........mostly of interperter from my mom when I need her help!

5#) I was little age I don't remember what age I was and I always wake up when I go restroom and then went to ref..... to look food!!! and my favorite to pick is Chocolate Chips!! and I put it in the bowl then went to bed to eat it and hide it sometimes Apple I am not sure which one its was food.......

6#) I remember My mom told me when I was 16 or 17 yrs old When I came home from Model Secondary School for the Deaf from Washington D.C. I was worned out and I had to nap I was dreaming something and My mom heard me I was laughed awhile I was slept and I woke up and I was feeling weird because drip of my mouth and My mom told me I was laughed awhile I was slept I feel so Embrassed! but I don't remember what dream I was hmmmmm......but I still had good memories for life! I love to read for good past........


I would tagging to My Favoriteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Sister Lei-Lei ,Mom and Cousin Michy!

I just curious out from Cousin Michy's Blog

You Are An ISFJ

The Nurturer You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal. A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways. In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music. You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for. You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

What's Your Personality Type?

I am Bored........

Hmmmmm,I have been checking E-mail in the computer and everytime I am checking but nothing there and I just play games on full Screen sometimes not someone call me to stop play games!!!!!!!!! Lol I have been thinking of Girls doing so far and The girls got Honor Roll again! YAY My Hubby and I are really proud of Girls! Good job!.......
Kent and I have been looking for jobs anywhere and Mostly of will opening hiring Til March :-( .........We already applied for job ummmm.......I have been damn thinking something to do else to do ! Also I have been keep clean the house every morning and afternoon Ughs nothing to do and Also outside needs Shovel to out of street there but Finally more snow than Christmas I don't understand ITS BEEN LATE! I beleive that Its will HOT in summer more time than Last year I think..... compare Different when I was younger its have been snow more and early before christmas That Compared to Now its ODD! Weirld world this year !
This Febuary Kent and I are going to be taking Picture from Wal*Mart For Send Our families to mail For My last name is Kellogg that I did done that everything to change last name now! So Ya can call me Mrs.Kellogg Because Change for driver license.......SSN.........ADDRESS.....
Also Other else too...But I have to practice to HABIT last name instead Maiden last name *giggle*..... Like To Habit to type for relay to talk for my name and last name but I don't want to bad habit to be maiden last name for many years since I was born! *giggle*
I will posted more later something I still thinking something to pop my mind to type more later ok Love Ya!

What's The New?

Hey I have been not see any comments lately too So What's the news ummmm.....We are moved back to Michigan and I have been see my daughters visited with me that mom let me spend with girls alone at home and Kent and I had really good times with girls and Girls was so happy to see us and Sarah still keep chasing Kent anywhere! and Sarah won't let Kent go outside or somewhere! Sarah loves stay with kent and play games on playstation 2 They had good time and Jenny was so happy to see me and teaching them sign language (fingerspelling) still hard to remember smile!
Jenny's friend Monica that My Best Friend Melissa's Daughter and Monica was so excited to see girls to come and Kent and I had spend with girls since morning til 7 pm and Jenny was letting me know She was tired and I asked her what time they got up and Sarah was up at 3:30 am ...I ask her why and she can't wait to see me so she was lighting on room that how jenny was woke up til they see me Wow! That's Cutie!
We had dinner with us Also...We had Taco! and Sarah and Jenny eat alot of tacos! But Sarah dont eat meats only Refried Beans with in it ......I used to be eat like that way but i was eat with meat too but Sarah don't that ODD!
Finally My mom come pick girls up on time at 7 pm and I already missed girls !!! They left ....Kent let me know to thank me so much to be spend with girls because He felt family already smile! He already loves girls! He had good time too! winks!!!!
Thanks to My mom for letting me spend with girls alone that We had enjoyed with girls for all day and I hope We can do that often! smile! Thanks to Mom!